This is where I'm going to put some of the stuff I write and some of the stuff I draw, so i can let out my creative side.
So yeah here it is.



[Letting Go] I can't let you go/ Even though inside i know/ I need to leave/ The past behind/ There's
something I need to find/ A place inside of me/ I'm so blind but/ Want clarity to see/ The future is the only thing
that is/ In front of me/ Looking ahead is the only way/ To set myself free/ be it that/ The past is behind me
now/ Be it that I can't fix it and/ I don't know how/ it's just/ Too hard to leave it in the past/ I can't let
these memories last/ They blur me until I'm pushed under/ Way to fast/ I'm/
Holding on to something not there/ I
wish I could pretend I don't care/ Without you I feel lost/ lost/ That must be the cost/ Exhausted, I want you to
know/ I'm having touble letting you go/
I remember a time when I wouldn't/ Let you go/ No feelings afraid
to show/ But things turned around so fast/ There was no way to make it last/ Hatred grew inside of me/ You were
the last/ Person I wanted to see/ I couldn't let you go/ that I know/ The only thing left is to grow/ And so/ I'm
leaving your memory behind/ I need to unwind/ I need to remind you/ I still find I'm/
Holding on to something
not there/ I wish I could pretend I don't care/ Without you I feel lost/ lost/ That must be the cost/ Exhausted,
I want you to know/ I'm having touble letting you go/
As I turn my back/ I look back to the tracks/ And traces
of nostalgia I can't/ Quite grasp/ I bathe in the winds of feelings/ To the point where I wonder/ If I'm just
dreaming/ Because it feels so real/ It feels so right/ That when I close my eyes at night/ I remember you letting
go and so/ I've left my words and possibilites/ I've left my soul.../
[Adolesent Disapointment]
Another hopeless dreamer/ Another wasted day/ Another fantsy of mine/ Just to slip away/ Thoughts intertwining/ With
memories of you/ Forcing myself to live again/ Is the only thing i can do/ People are so shallow/ But the world
still seams to turn/ Another day passes by/ There's nothing left but to learn/
[Ambient Disengagement]
Constant obsessions/ Have me looking at my reflection/ The dection/ I'm not good enough/ Lack of energy, lack
of will/ Something in me/ Makes me not real/ I hate me and the things in my head/ Thoughts enclosed in red/ I wish
I was/ Able to move on and not think of you/ The things i do/ Just to get close/ Again the things I wish I had been/ Random
lines convinse you of nothing/ Trying to remember/ Something comes back to me/ I can't pick myself off the floor/ The
memory of the/ Door never opened/ Never changed/ Relationships astranged/ Still I need closure/ Tying up of ends/ Loss
of trends plaguing me/ Things I still never see/ Never cease to be/ Surrounded by unimoprtant thoughts/ Striving
to take control of me//
[Blurred Vision]
Roomfulls of regret As I'm broke down on the floor I can't explain this hurt inside But I don't want it anymore You
call to me Screaming out my name I can't feel anything I'm sure you feel the same The darkened room around me The
walls are closing in As the world attacks me The rules begin to bend Tears and cigarette ashes Mix upon the floor Every
thought crashes down upon me And I'm sure there will be more As I sit here with my razor blade Blood washes away
the thoughts The crushing down of suicide The things I was never taught I think of you as the blood rushes from me I
love you more than you know In this pool of red
[untitled]
This hurts so bad/ Why do I have to go through it again/ In my home I feel like
a stranger/ When its over it starts to begin again/ Everyday I let the razor get closer to the vein/ The cuts aren't
so deep but they take away the pain/ I'm afraid I won't be able to stop/ Before my good sense begins to drop//
I
can't take this life/ I wanna leave it all behind/ And pick up this knife//
I roam around here blind/ I don't
want to see/ It's hard to be kind/ When I know you don't want me//
I can't take this/ You put it all on top
of me/ I can't shake this/ In my life of debris/ I don't want this/ Your ignorance condensinding on me/ I won't
allow this/ A lifetime of agony//
You drink to make it dissapear/ You don't realize I'm not here/ You don't
notice you don't care//
[Untitled 2]
All the things I've been through I wouldn't trade them for the world All the scars I've lived through Will always
stay with me All the times I felt like letting go Now I know were worth it All the times I spent alone I wouldn't
give away And still I wake up every day Glad to be alive again Glad to be real Glad to know I was strong enough
to make it through And now I'm finally Happy to be alive
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